Not Your Average Critic

The Psychopath and Positivity, Green Book Movie, Salesmen, Rheumatoid

- I watched Green Book movie for the 44th time last night. - The psychopath’s obsession with me is getting worse by day - Salesmen are untrustworthy - I hate the word ‘positivity’ with my whole being and the fact that the psychopath sold “ power of positivity” as content after he listened to a recording here shows you can copy someone all you want but the way you sell it will always be you. You can’t change who you are - Rheumatoid arthritis - How the psychopath obsesses about what he sees around me and mixes them up to sell as content, like StarWars actor talking about fashion - I unfollowed three podcasts the psychopath made my account follow since July

Recording Content Topics

- Some content topics and clarifying a few things I talked about in the previous episode. (Today’s people are mostly insincere, hence unreliable.) - The importance of the first chapter in Part 4 in East of Eden by Steinbeck. The fight between the good and the evil - I wanted to see Flamenco Dancing in Hubbard Hall but the tickets are sold out - Beautiful fall colors - An example of kindness ( a customer buying a baby gift for the pregnant cashier )

Recent Happenings

-My friend rescued a kitten from the street and stepped into the world of cat ownership for the first time -Content in East of Eden by Steinbeck- What makes Kate so evil? How does a criminal mind think? Chinese history and Chinese culture and Lee’s family history ( Chinese who were used as slaves for railroad construction) -Social media and its effects ( briefly) . What happened to real men and real women? - Encounter with a fox - Listening to Spanish music - The joy of reading instead of being sucked into internet - I will make a big episode about fake left

Recent Ideas

- A little note about Green Book movie. And drinking wine and listening to Don Shirley right now ( I found the record in a deceased musician's home which I visited last Saturday) - Long life vs short life - What makes someone promiscuous - The difference between real farmers and hipster farmers - Why I get along the best with gay men - How you should support a loved one to get out of addiction and why any addiction cleansing program should be appreciated - Why I am considering to relocate to where the cabin is completely

Recent Activities

- A hawk caught one of my chipmunks in front of me - Movies I watched - Estate Sales I visited and the stuff I bought from them - New people and neighbors I met - Recent meals and food I cooked and baked - My recent activities, like visiting a stain glass artist's studio, playing Silent Hill Homecoming, buying about 50 books for $15, baking cakes, taco Tuesdays, cutting fresh flowers in a farm, collecting apples in a state land, having Turkish breakfasts, scenic drives in the North East, supporting local farms, learning more about flowers everyday, visiting chocolatarium and more

Content Of The Day

-Nightmares and dreams - Weddings, marriage and marriage life. Is it a good idea to get married? - Insecure men vs confident men. Controlling men. What makes a man controlling in a relationship? -Sugar and bad eating habits is one factor in making ppl addictive, because sugar and bad food effect our brains ( addiction related talk) -Turning old trucks into campers. how to install shower and toilet in them - Menapause - Hurricane Katrina and upcoming hurricane, why you need hurricane insurance there and why you should practise hurricane escape plan. - Removing logs and tree stumps from your lawn - Chicken wings and bloody Mary ( More from last night) - Keto diet - Food delivery companies. - FBI - The case of someone who was in jail for a few months as a result of the miscalculations of a new DUI person, who was trying to improve her career by using a vulnerable case.

Texting Vs Calling ( more content from last night)

Just a quick recording about another topic from last night's dinner conversation, which was about how texting can't replace talking. I also mentioned that I happened to see The New York Times podcast here and the psycho has been listening to some of it since I happened to see it. Because I am recommended what he listens to on podbean.

More Contents From Last Night

-What Is Really Behind Racism and Sexism -Collagen, -Mushroom tea, -Long conversations around dinner table, a family tradition I miss and want to continue

Recording Some Content The Psycho Will Use ( A renewed version of last night's recording)

.Addictions, Obsessions and Getting Help For Them .When Does An Addiction or Obsession Becomes A Real Problem .Italian wines, French wines and California wines. I recommended Bordeaux wine from France's Bordeaux region. An elderly friend who has serious heart problems but enjoying her life to the fullest nevertheless . Our dinner ( meatballs and my red pepper salad) and the good home-made tasting frozen food brands that are coming out in recent years ( examples: Rastelli's family company, Mary's Italian meatballs and RealGood company ) . My new bear experience. A black bear helped himself to my hummingbird feeder and I am sad about not being able to feed the hummingbirds anymore

Recording Some Topics The Psycho Will Steal

YouTube Videos and Ads in My Hacked Phone- 6

Learning Languages As Mental Exercise and What I Have To Do To Beat The Psychopath

Update ( My Doctor Visit and More Content The Psycho Will Use)

Those Who Play Victims vs The Real Victims

YouTube and Podbean Recommendations In My Hacked Phone Based On The Psycho's Online Activity -5

YouTube Videos and Ads In My Hacked Phone- 4

YouTube Videos and Ads In My Hacked Phone - 3

YouTube Videos and Ads In My Hacked Phone - 2

Some of the youtube videos and ads that show up in my phone as a result of the psycho's search and watch history

The American Pyscho's Version of American Dream

Romanticizing Mind, Elementary Discourse and Greed ( Addition To Last Night's Recording)

Your Economic Class Determines How You Are Treated and How You Treat Others, Not Your Race

YouTube Videos and Ads in My Hacked Phone

This is a record of the videos I get in YouTube and the ads I see in website visits, which all come from the psycho's watch and search history.

The American Psycho - Renewed Recording

One Last Note

My Final Recording and Why Saviours Are The Fakest

Integrity in Spectacle Society and Superiority Complex

Clarifying A Few Things and A Personal Note

Isolation, Self-Deception, Mental Health and Respect

Bear Coup D'etat

The black bear brought Coup d'etat on our activities against ticks

Just Encountered A Bear !!!

I just saw a black bear standing right next to my porch !

No Labels No Bullsh*t

-Why labeling yourself works against you in the USA - Streotyping - Turkeys joined my political party against ticks

Unconditional Giving and New Wildlife Scenes

Who Are Bad People and Who Are Good People

.Continuation of the previous recording about what makes someone an absolute evil and what makes someone a good person .What is real charity and who are the real charity makers

Being Critical and Value Judgement, What Men and Women Want, New Book East of Eden

.Why being critical of people is not a value Judgement of them .My espresso or Turkish coffee with chocolate ritual .What men want and what women want

Lyme Disease, Taking Responsibility For Yourself and My Political Party Against Ticks

-My research and fight against Lyme disease. -Excuses and justifications. -I am starting a political party with squirrels, chipmunks and turkeys against ticks. -Can a girl get a break from thunderstorms!

First Impressions - conclusion

A few more conclusion thoughts on first impressions that I forgot to add in the previous recording

First Impressions

First impressions and Lyme disease, moving, strong house plants (money tree plant), my cat's constant meowing

Some Recent Thoughts - Addition

Additional thoughts to the earlier recording

Some Recent Thoughts

Observations on Nature III

Horseshoe crabs, wasps, cardinal couples and the persistence of nature